yesterday din e go the way i wan it to b.. end up being angry n upset..
was quite angry to the verge of tears.. duno y..

prob i noe i'm gg to miss him alot agn.. or im realli a cry baby.. bleah..

but still i managed to control the tap from flowing.. but hate it when i haf to control e tears.. v hard man.. it seems like i aways haf to bottle up my emotions n cry to myself.. i dun like to gif pple face.. dun like to show my anger or sadness.. so is this gd or bad?

all i ask for is to spend the last few hrs happily n enjoy his companion.. but...
so i said i'm angry..
m i being demanding agn.. coz i noe he's tired..

hai but i guess he got his punishment already.. got tortured by the mosquitoes n cant get to slp.. bleah.. juz hope next wkend wun turn out this way agn then...